Fear is many different things. Just saying the word "fear" makes you think of all the fears you hold. Fear flows through everybody, no matter what. Some are afraid of the dark, and some are afraid of heights. But not all fears are scary. My biggest fear going on this trip will be when the trip is over and we have to leave the children. Especially when the children have marked their handprints in my heart. Although I'll miss making them smile, laugh, and most of all, make them feel special, I know I will bring back something even more special. Even though I know I'm afraid of leaving, I know I'll come back with so many memories and inspiration. I can all ways look back and remind myself to do more at home, and to know I made someone smile and made their day. And hopefully know that their love and passion will live on and on!
Difficulties are in everyday life. They are obstacles that teach us a lessons. Difficult experiences help us become stronger as an individual. Learning of all the difficulties that these children have, touches my heart when they can still have a smile on their shinning little faces. What is even more difficult is to know so many people have almost everything they want, and still ask for more, while on the other hand there are still so many people who don't even have food on their plate, is unenviable for me. I think we all need a sense of giving and helping, even if it is a smile or just a hug. All I know is to cherish every moment I have with them.
Change is only matter of time. I think I will change in many ways and many times though out my lifetime. I would like to be more open-minded, help out a lot more, be thankful for the people in my life, and most important I need to learn to be not so greedy and appreciating the things I have. Ever since being in CGA I have opened my eyes a little more each day! CGA has also taught me I have a lot of responsibilities that I need to place as priorities.
"I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink, but they whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves their conduct, will pursue their principles unto death" -Leonardo da Vinci
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